stop reading my ex-boyfriend's blog

Hands down.

I thought this was going to be easy, but it’s not. That is not to say that I won’t do things that aren’t easy, but I just don’t think that this is important enough to worry about. I’ll keep reading until I’m not interested anymore.

However long that will be is yet to be seen.

This is a really hard one! Ahh!

I did it again. I don’t know why I do this! He doesn’t even post anything worth reading anymore. I wish he’d just change his address or something so I didn’t know what it was.

off the wagon. I read his blog yesterday, and it wasn’t exciting at all. In fact, I just felt guilty after I had done it.

If at first you don’t succeed…

Be…strong…

so…tempted…

must…resist!!

it’s been over a month. seemingly, I’ve broken the habit. perhaps I’ll read the blog in a couple of months. perhaps I won’t. lately, I haven’t had the feeling that I need to ‘check in’ and see how he’s doing. he is how he is and I am how I am. though we’ve imprinted each other in some way, those two are no longer connected. not reading the blog brought me back to remembering that.

just an fyi…I’m done with this business forever. once I get to my six month blog free anniversary, this little goal will be retired. thanks all for the support!

the last day of reading. going cold turkey. kind of scared, but have to do what is necessary. phew.

after a month and a half, I cracked. I read it. I felt horrible doing it, letting myself down, but now I’m back on track. no more. am also not going to be too hard on myself. going cold turkey after checking the darn blog several times a week isn’t bad. but now it’s back to no mo’, no mo’, no mo’. thanks for the encouragement all!