make something of my life

Do what I need to do when I should be doing it…
e.g close this tab and get back to work….

... personal training is looking like a good route for me. I’m already certified (ISSA, a beginner’s cert), and I’m doing a little shadowing with this trainer who works where I do. Maybe I can pick up a client. Who knows?

... have my diploma, guess I’m closer to this one. I’m not sure where to go from here, however.

... I have no idea what this goal means. I don’t want to be anything. I don’t have major aspirations. Setback.

i want to be a dentist.
i want to stop making bad choices that are gonna set me back in my journey to success.
i want to get through high school and college and be a successful person.
i want to be a good mom, and a good wife.
and i want to never turn out like my parents did

is to actually make it…make it BIG.
i dont know exactly what ill do to make it, or how..but i will, i have to. i have to prove to all the people that under estimated me. To all the people that disapprove and judge me. To all the people that think they are better than me and put me down. because im sick of being told I’m “mediocre” and will be lucky to make it to a community college. NO. i’m tired of these uninspiring people. I WILL MAKE IT. i know it.