stop eating cookies

i eat right, i exercise, and these friggin people at work are all pigs and bring cookies into work. and I cant help but eat them… its frustrating, and I think they are sabotaging me!

i ate two pieces of cake today and nothing else. i am healthy.

i woke up (at 4:30…) and ate cookies. kill me.

i ate like fifteen cookies since yesterday. and cupcakes. and chips. i hate family parties. everyone bakes.

i know alot of people say you should never want to develop an eating disorder but i already think none stop about food and when i eat i feel so incredibly guilty so i either go to the gym for 2hrs or purge. I need to gain willpower so i dont eat hardly anything and therefore wont have to put myself through the pain of a sore throat from bulimia! I want to discover diferent methods and also unite people with simiar problems so that we can provide support for each other.

thankyou x