Get back on medication

LOL. I haven’t been on any medication for over a year and I’ve been coping with life fine.

things change. people change.

the stuff i’m on is far far FAAAAAAR from perfect, but at least i’m surviving now

been on them since middle of last week. taking thier time stablizing me, not that I as perfect when I was on them before anyway

But I clearly need something badly. Ironically, I think the med I WAS taking for anxiety/ocd, helped my depression ONLY. And now that i’ve been off it a week i think i might be going through withdrawl. I dunno, it’s hard to say since that med wasn’t supposed to affect my depression, and it failed to do anything about my anxiety. I’ve been too anxious to set up a new appointment with my doc for months now. I’ll probably be in a hospital this week. I was supposed to get to relax this week

Seeing a new psych on the 20th. I was on Trazadone and Lexapro when I was last medicated. No Rx taken since January besides vitamins and antibiotics. Hope things go better this time around with the head doc.

and remember kids, follow your doctor’s instructions and self medication is not the key.

Must do this soon!