be open

to people, firstly. human interaction is important to me and makes me happy.
to new hobbies. like making puppets, and making kites. and skateboarding :) and… and.. well sports will have to wait for my ankle to heal. But for the moment, puppets! and writing!

Like, I never want to do things that other people suggest, and I never suggest anything new. And, I become very tense when having conversations with people sometimes. Soo, yeah…

Is being more open “all the time” not just once.

I think I just achieved this goal. I was more open than I have ever been before. I said what was going on/what could happen and it was what it was. I took a risk and if it proves me wrong, at least I was open. I was true, I was real, and I didn’t fear. My life will be what it is. I never thought that this would happen. I didn’t know how this would happen. But I only realized that this happened after it happened. Funny how that works.

open is a whole story,.

i feel so closed inside of me
holding everything whithin’ me
waiting….wishing for someone to crack me open
all i want to do is get out to the open
breath out
all my thoughts, my wishes
what i want to be
i whisper quietly
when all i want to do is shout

i’ve lost contact with the outside world
i’m inside my shell…missing new opportunities
i no longer recognise if someone reaches out for me
i’ve closed my eyes for so long
and now i wish to see
but
i’ve gone blind

OPEN

Open to the world
open to spirit
open to the changing wind
open to touch
open to nature
open to the world within
open to change
open to adventure
open to the new
open to love
open to miracles
open Beloved to You

Open to learn
open to laughter
open to being blessed
open to joy
open to service
open to saying “Yes!”
open to risk
open to passion
to peace and silence too
open to love
open to beauty
open Beloved to You

-Lryics and Music Mike Scott

I’ve finally realized people can’t read minds/thoughts. You need to be open and if something is bothering you, its okay to let people know. If they value your thoughts and opinions, then they will at least appreciate your thoughts/feelings. If they don’t, reconsider who and what they are in your life, because you should have the ability to be open and honest with those that care about you.