feel beautiful without wearing makeup

I’ve worn makeup on a few occasions in the past 9 months, but not every day. I have found that my “normal” view of myself has changed—now it’s not odd to see myself without makeup, it’s odd to see me with makeup on. This is good. This feels good. It feels genuine. Normal skin tone doesn’t have to be perfect and even. I’m working on this.

I haven’t worn any since November 11.

I can’t tell that my face breaks out any more or any less, but of course, I can’t cover up blemishes, so I do notice them more.

Well, it’s been a horrific journey to say the very least, and thankfully none of it was documented in the slightest. Thus I can forget that it ever happened and bask blissfully in my new-found confidence…ok, well maybe not quite that far, but I can definitely look in the mirror without wanting to hurl now :)

Reason why I don’t feel beautiful: I have hideous acne and i find myself vile. Looking in the mirror to put make-up on is an effort. There is absolutely no way I can go outside without wearing any makeup. Not gonna happen.
Help me.