not want

Is this even possible? I hope so.

I don’t think I will meet this goal anytime soon. I want a good job, I want a good man, I want a lot of money, I want material things (which I shouldn’t), I want to move, I want to be a writer, I want to be done with school, I want people to get over grudges, I want a new car, I want to stop being poor, I want to sleep all the time, but I want to do so much… It’ll never end.

I fail at this goal. _

I don’t want to want… When I get something I want I am too blind to see what I have got, I am already thinking about what to get next… I WANT to stop wanting and to be happy with what I have and who I am.