keep in touch with the people who have meant something to my life

...know who you are, i love you :)

I just got pictures via email from a friend I had in jr. high who had moved away. Funny thing is she said she had just been thinking a lot about me recently! I think I will shake off my interest in checking up on old boyfriends. Also, even though I found out where she is I don’t think I will call up my best friend from early childhood though high school. Shes schizophrenic and its just not something I can afford to get involved with again right now. I feel very bad about it but shes just toxic for me. Also not going to try to make peace with my favorite aunt right now. I feel badly about that too but since her divorce and illness shes become unreachable, hardened and bitter. I’ve cried my tears over it and maybe another time I might be able to try again. But not right now. I called my best friend Saturday and told her how much I love her. I wish she weren’t 1200 miles away.

I am the ultimate internet stalker! I have 3 best friends, 1 I never lost touch with, one who changes cell phone numbers like she changes her underpants, and one who was planning on getting married last time I checked, about 6 years ago. I found them, new married names and all. They’ve moved but they can’t hide. I could probably find Osama if I were looking for him. I don’t think he’d want to exchange cat and kid pictures with me tho so I’ll pass. Dory, Laurel, and Kristine I love you! Lets make it stick this time.