be held

i miss the feeling of security and trust when someone is holding you tight in their arms. i feel lonely. i wish my mom and i were closer so we could hug. i dont remember the last time we hugged.

For that moment in time you feel like all is right with the world!

:( I’ve been without a hug for months… I feel lonely… I just want someone to hold me for a long time and rub my back and rock me back and forth and cuddle with me. It’s a huge desire of mine!

...that I could have my love hold me every night as I fell asleep. Ah, I miss that so much.

Sometimes I just want someone who loves me to hold me and tell me everything will be alright. And I’d like to do the same for them.

Being held is the one advantage of being in a relationship – it’s one thing most friends won’t do unless they are close friends and I don’t have any that are that close. Touch is a healing thing, long overdue for a bit of healing.

not contentment – true happiness
yesterday
I trust
at peace
my mind and heart

life is good

i think this is the most important one on the list…

You can’t always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you just might find, you get what you need._{—Rolling Stones}

when i found out about sam’s mom i bumped into dave and just cried. he held onto me till i had to go back to my dorm. hes such an awesome friend.