be held

I need someone to hold me. Someone to call my own. I miss my now ex boyfriend… we have been broken up since sunday. He was the best thing to ever happen to me and now hes gone. we broke up cuz we never get to see each other. I want to run away with him. we are still really good friends tho. But it sux because I can’t call him mine anymore. I am in love with him… I’ve never had these feelings for anyone before. I’ve been crying ever since we broke up and i don’t cry that much. I hope we get back together more than anything because i don’t want to lose him. I want to be in his arms right now. he is my soul mate… and he told me i was his. I kno that he is just confused right now… but soon i plan on running away to see him and never come back to my so called home. I will miss my friends but i miss my love more. he means everything to me.

i miss the feeling of security and trust when someone is holding you tight in their arms. i feel lonely. i wish my mom and i were closer so we could hug. i dont remember the last time we hugged.

For that moment in time you feel like all is right with the world!

:( I’ve been without a hug for months… I feel lonely… I just want someone to hold me for a long time and rub my back and rock me back and forth and cuddle with me. It’s a huge desire of mine!

...that I could have my love hold me every night as I fell asleep. Ah, I miss that so much.

Sometimes I just want someone who loves me to hold me and tell me everything will be alright. And I’d like to do the same for them.

Being held is the one advantage of being in a relationship – it’s one thing most friends won’t do unless they are close friends and I don’t have any that are that close. Touch is a healing thing, long overdue for a bit of healing.

not contentment – true happiness
yesterday
I trust
at peace
my mind and heart

life is good

i think this is the most important one on the list…

You can’t always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you just might find, you get what you need._{—Rolling Stones}