be more sympathetic

I don’t think I am self involved.. I am just gaurded and seperate from things.. I don’t let “petty” things affect me and I am quick to rationalize. I process and move on to more “important” things. What I realized is, as this works in my mind, it is not the same for those around me and I always come off as cold and uncaring. I don’t know how to be more sympathetic.. either it’s genuine or it’s not.. and I don’t know what it would take for me to care the way ppl want me to care…

Although I do want to be more sympathetic, I just don’t see where I’ll draw a line and know that I am now “more sympathetic.” I want all my goals to be specific, measurable, attainable, relevent, and time-based. I don’t see all these attributes in this goal, as it’s stated.

I mean, yeah I care.
But like, I’m always too self involved.