be a good boyfriend

I’ve gone out with my 1st gf 4 times, and i’m really happy. We’ve both liked each other for ages, but didn’t know it until recently.
She’s had multiple boyfriends before. I want to be a really loving, caring guy for her, and i don’t want to make her uncomfortable. I feel that if i don’t push our relationship ahead then she might see me as not as good as her exes, but i don’t want to go to fast in case i make her uncomfortable.
She’s amazing, caring, beautiful and confident, and i’m trying to be best for her i can.

this may be sappy, but i’ve been thinking about it a lot of today, so i thought i’d make a goal out of it. i have the best girlfriend i could hope for, she’s sensitive, caring, kind and extremely committed to our relationship. lately, i’ve been considering how i treat her, and sometimes i get angry with her, which can be her fault, but can also be mine. after we have an argument, if i’m wrong (it works this way often) i apologize, and tell her i’ve learned the error in my ways. it’s not like i fake it, because i really do see what i did wrong, but i think that i can easily repeat the same mistakes. so here’s a few first things i can throw onto a list of how to achieve this goal:
1. respect her personal space and privacy
-this could mean a lot, but generally it’s based on the notion that i should trust her. if there’s something i should know aboutgoing on, for instance, my trust in her should be strong enough that i’ll allow her to tell me what’s up, instead of going ahead and making accusations which are usually faulty. also, it means giving her time for herself and knowing that, although i may make suggestions to her, i can’t control the decisions she makes.
2. be careful with accusations
-since we’re in a long distance relationship right now, and will be for the next month, i think it’s easier for me not to see her side of things as readily. listening attentively and not judging is some skill.
meh, anyways, that’s all i got for now. more later.

She says I’m even more than perfect, but it feels like something is still missing. I dunno what I’m doing (what I think I’m doing) wrong, but still, I can’t shake this feeling off.

keep my girl, Sanae happy everytime.

Well, she says I’ve done it…and it feels good. :)

I didn’t think I would ever get her, but I did. She is really the most special thing in my life, and I want nothing but to give her the same happiness that she gives me with every smile. Ok, I’m done being a pussy.