sleep forever

There was a time in my life where I forced my self to live everyday acting as if I belonged in this time, and as if every day was an adventure. Yet that only lasted about six months before I noticed that at this time and age, everything is the same. Its depressing to live each day noticing the faults of this world ad the people in it, and noticing the way people respond to things in such an everyday way. Nothing is ever an adventure when it happens everyday. And its always the same. Same colours, same people, same places. If the world was an adventure and everything was different everywhere you went, I would be happy and would travel and have a happy life. Just having to stay in one consistent house with one consistent job doing the same things everyday is depressing to me. Plus, in the era we are in, it just makes it even worse. If I were to be born in a different specific era in history, I would also be happy. I always seeking to find the most old- style things (for a lack of better word) yet all of the great stuff is gone now. How boring. Maybe If I slept forever and stayed in a dream where the era is where I belong and I could travel easily on foot without getting raped in ten seconds… I would be happy.

Sleep for ever, what a dream
To pass enterinty without a dream
But yet when in a dream,
do we not live?
A cold hearted thing
to be forever without
those we love.
Through these storms
we must wheater
to fix our gaze
On The one above the storm
of lifes foul weather

ok you can’t actually but it would be nice to be in a nice dream forever

I,m ready to close my eyes leave my body and travel the galaxies!

enjoy total absence of mine. well, if so, i won’t be able to enjoy it, i know. yet, i could refuse everything for the ability to sleep forever.

nine monthes ago. I suppose it’s time for an update.

But there’s nothing more to say. It’s pretty much impossible to “make progress” on this goal, and the urge to complete it is just as strong as always.

I think I’m going to go to sleep now, actually. I’ll be awake soon, though. Too bad, really. Too bad.

I slept for 16 hours straight once; although I felt less rested waking up, than I had going to bed.

would be so much easier than to die. Less painful, less stressful, less melodramatic; simple restfulness. I’m not good at living anyway.

when I am asleep. Unless of course I’m having a horrible nightmare. I guess I want to have a dreamless sleep forever. I don’t really like dreams either. You always wake up and realize they never existed. My luck I would have nightmares forever instead of dreams. Therefore I would settle for a dreamless sleep. Just emptiness, numbness. No joy, no sorrow, apathy at its greatest.

IF I HAD A CHANCE TO SLEEP FOREVER..BECAUSE BEING AWAKE IN THIS EVERYDAY LIFE OF MINE SUXS..AND IN A DREAM WHILE SLEEPIN I CAN BE WHATS EVER I COULD..BY SLEEPIN I WOULDNT HAVE TO BE AWAKE AND VIEW THIS LIFE OF MINE..DEAL WITH IT..I HAVE SEEN AND HEARD THINGS I WOULD NOT WANT TO IF I HAD A CHOICE AND BE BEING ASLEPP I WOULDNT HAVE TO