love my job, not my paycheck

I’m close…I’m close…

It’s day 3 of course…but I sense that I’m close…

I have worked at jobs for so long just because i needed to pay the bills. but after the shift was done, i wanted to pull my hair out. i use to cry because i really hated my job that much. i wanted to keep “people” happy instead of myself. I was worried about what others would think if i left that job. i finally couldnt take it anymore and i left and didn’t turn back. the next few months were hard. i cried because it seemed like no one wanted to hire me. i would go to tons and tons of interviews with no response. i even had 1 job say “you’ve got the job and you start on monday”. they called back the friday before i was suppose to start to tell me that they can’t give me the job because they found someone with more experience. it was hard. but now that i have found the job that i love, i don’t mind waking up early or going that extra mile. i’m just happy. and i’ve learned that that i can’t do things that i don’t have a passion for. i won’t continue to do something i don’t love just to please others. it has to be a passion of mine!