fall in love all over again

How I did it: I went out there.  I stopped sitting around being hung up on a guy I just had a crush on.  My friends kept telling me that love is something you feel inside.  But when you have never experienced love or lust, you have no idea what you are supposed to feel. 
I thought for sure I was in love with my friend/guy I had a fling with, because everything was perfect when I was with him.
But after meeting this super good looking, smart, honest and perfect personalitied ( i know that's not a real word) guy at school, randomly, and immediately falling for him, I knew straight away that the thing with the other guy, was definitely not "love".
Later that week(actually 2 days later to be exact), my friend and I went to a party at our friends house.  The only reason I went was because I knew that the guy from school was going too.  We met up halfway through the night and he asked me to dance.  I took his hand and danced with him.  I told myself straight away not to fall so hard, so fast, for this guy.
By the end of the night, we couldn't stop talking with one another.  We stayed up the entire night talking.  I also had a huge cramp in my stomach, so he stayed up with me and brought me water, he even carried me up the stairs and brought me outside to sit on the deck and look at the stars, just to distract me from my stomach pain.
After that night I couldn't stop talking about him to my friend.  She knew I saw something different in this guy, she could tell I really liked him.  This time instead of telling me to just "keep my options open", she told me, "don't let this guy slip away".
On Monday, he came up to me in the cafeteria and sat beside me and talked to me, until my next class. (Oh did I mention we had the most passionate kiss at the party!) Anyways, I got his number somehow and texted him that night.  I told him that I fell for him and that I didn't mean for this to happen, but that it just did. 
The next day we passed each other in the halls and he took my hand and pulled me to the side.  He asked me if I was the one who texted him, and how he really hoped I was, because he couldn't stop thinking about me since the day we met.
A month later we were an official couple, a year and 2 months later we are still going strong, and so in love.

Jan 10, 2009, 08:15PM PST | 0 comments