Have a totally different life at this time next year

Today being at home with my Baby daughter has been wonderful. I am ver happy with my life and not worrying about the future (were will I work, giving up time with my baby) that sort of thing. Life is great and I am planning her baptism as well as cleaning, and decluttering.

Well it is mid January and I am waiting for the Spring to come, good news is that my baby is healthy and I am focusing big time on Nesting and cleaning. This should jump start alot of my other goals. I need to focus on the positivel. I need to save more money and take controll of my life. I will keep on chugging along :)

Wow, 2009 is here and it is so increadibly cold outside. Being newly unemployed I am throwing myself into house projects and serching for work. I have two interviews on Monday that has me excited and nervous. The jobs are awesome and I am going to hide my pregnancy and if they offer me the job I am going to tell them. I need work though. I am reading some good books and taking care of myself physically. Baby is doing well.

Oh boy, I have found out that I am going to be laid off last day of Dec. It sucks I am trying not to have a pity party but I know that it will be hard to find work and all of that. Just trying to stay strong and healthy.

Here we are on the cusp of Christmas and I am finding work too stressful. It might be the pregnancy but I really would like to quit and find something more enjoyable, It’s hard because who woule hire a pregnant lady. My roomate is slowly moving out and my husband and I have plans but I am worried about money, so much worry. I should rent a funny movie and relax. In fact that is what I will do this afternoon. Relax, recooperate and plan on dealing with people on Monday :)

The roomate that rents the basement is moving out at the end of this month! This totally frees up room for us to spread out our stuff. He is also taking our cat with him, which makes me more comfortable. I can celebrate Christmas this year with out the fear of the Cat ripping down our tree. This is a great step.

Well, I found out this weekend that I am eating for two!!!!!

I am so happy and elated I have to keep on pinching myself, my husband and I have been trying for awhile and finally the test came back positive. There is so much to do, find a doctor plan, move into a new place. It is an amazing adventure. The job I applied for has it’s closing date this weekend, but even if they don’t call I am super happy and focus on my growing baby and life.

Did a closet purge and have two huge bags to go to the Salvation Army. :)

Today I went with my family and closest friends to the lake for a BBQ and I had an excellent time. It was a truly beautiful day that has energized me and I feel good about starting the week :)

Wow, here we are and it is almost the beginning of summer. I cooked a really yummy meal tonight and cleaned the house. I feel that my goals are within reach, I just have to really focus on the decluttering and focus on my happiness :)

I finally weight 110 pounds and have 22% or less fat.
My apartment is clean everywhere.
My apartment is organized.
The decoration of my apartment is finished.
I do the things that have to be done when they have to be done.
I have a lot more self confidence.
I dress better. I have found my style.