I wanted to leave work early today but didn’t. I was n a bad mood because I didn’t hear back about my apr and while I was online I saw a pic of chocolate turtles and it made me want to clock out, get n my car, stop by the store and get a big box o them. Then I’d go home n the middle of the day, get n my jammies, lie under the covers and dive into those bad boys. 8 months ago

i went to the store after work and really wanting this necklace and a neat alarm clock/docking station that had nature sounds. both on sale! i put them in the cart and after walking around, put both items back and left. i am saving up. 8 months ago

i did it. worked a full week without leaving early. and reached my goal of income needed to get my apt. i was so happy when i added up my pay stubs. 8 months ago

goal, but in a month I have had to do some serious growing up. I moved out of my parents house after a massive fight and now I am coming to terms with not having a relationship with them. I have moved in with my sister until I become a bit more stable emotionally and this gives me time to sort stuff out and also save up for a place. 9 months ago

worked my full schedule today, got home, had dinner, took care of some business, and more to do tomorrow. this is what grownups do 10 months ago

finally looked up courses and decided what i wanted to do. crazy how books cost more than the course. now to straighten some stuff out before i apply and go full hog on this thing. 11 months ago

Letting go

My friend is returning home to another country. I was never good at leaving or being left. I’m not really at staying in touch. I wonder what will happen to the friendship. I regret the things we didn’t get to do. I’m trying to not get stressed or down about this unnecessarily. This was expected. Change is a part of life. I should meet this challenge with grace. 11 months ago

at home with my family, I feel like I am growing up. I feel ashamed to say that I was a bit of a brat before. I guess sometimes you need to step back and look at a situation from other peoples perspectives. I am getting on a bit better with my parents now, why? Just because I am making more effort. I live in their house so I should make more of an effort. I only used to do the bare minimum before but now I am doing more around the house, contributing as much as I can financially and just sitting down with them and asking how they are. Its the little tiny things that make a difference. 15 months ago