grow up

I have been working now for the past 6 months

I still live my parents but learned to take care of my self i
pay my phone bill and my bus pass and my own expenses but i haven’t payed any cable, internet or gas yet. Is it bad that I’m not helping out the the house expenses ? maybe i should contribute and actually pay some bills.

I also have to learn to pick up after my self and help with the chores and anything around the house

its hard because i expect something if i do the dishes or luandry i have to face the fact is that everyone does this everyday normal chores and dont get rewarded its a part of life

now time for me to work on growing up

well im 24 and myboyfriend says that is time to do things for my self instead of havin it all handed to me and i dont know how to do it and i need help plz help me

Tomorrow I Am Going To Make An Effort To Act More Grown Up And Be Responsible…

Get Up Bright And Early
Go To Work
Get Paid (And Not Spend It On Crap)
Tidy The House Up
Not Spend The Day Talking To/With Drugged Up/Drunken Friends
Not Go On Facebook
Not Eat Crap All Day
Smoke Only 3 Cigarettes
Drink Only Water
Hand In All Driving License And Goverment Forms That I Have Been Putting Off For Months
Get Proof Of Age Card To Stop Any More Kick-Offs.

I’ve been babied and spoiled all my life, which caused me to make BIG mistakes. Now, at 19, i feel as if it’s time for me to grow up and not be so afraid of the world.

I thought I could stay young in mindset for certain things but it just isn’t working anymore. I procrastinate and too often take the easy way out. I need to grow up and start acting my age, which is 22 years old.

So much! I want to grow up, meaning I want to quit smoking weed, deal with situations as an adult would, catch up on all my bills, stop blaming others for my own short comings, I would like to be on time.
The Mountain is so large! But everything is one step at a time right?

This is definitely me.

When I talk about growing up, I mean I want to let go of the past. Details spared, there have been things I have seen, experienced and heard I hoped I never would as for the majority of my life has been calm and settling. Ever since this person came into the scene, people left my life and more, my life felt like it was turned upside down, inside out , thrown across the living room and stamped on. These things have left me scarred in some way or another and I haven’t let go since they all happened. I have always questioned myself about how to let these things go, but I have never known how to do it. How do you let things go that you were apart of? How do you stop letting memories weigh you down? If you have an answer, I will praise you for the rest of my life, I swear!

I suppose I can tend to be a bit childish, maybe a tad selfish, quite possibly downright damned unreasonable, when I so choose. That’s not good. I have learned what it means to grow, and even to agree to disagree, at times. I used to know a guy who used to refer to me as a little “hot blooded island girl”. I KNOW that I’ve gotten better at this, although I know there are times that I even get on my own nerves! Gotta work on this one. Lord, help me!

Yesterday I got my hair cut, and I’ve wearing more grown up clothes. At least the physical aspect is improving. :)