another thing i need to start focusing on, is presenting myself well.

i need to take PRIDE in my appearance.

startinggg.. today.

it wil be the 3rd time, in a month and a half, that i will look presentable at work. makeup, lightly applied, contacts, and hair brushed.

i’m tired of people always comparing their body to mine..
people are different.
youre body IS beautiful. its your body!
and i want you to feel comfortable in it.
and i love it. anyway.
you are beautiful.

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now i need to start telling [myself] all of that.
and believe it for [myself].

ok so theres no point in having a good body if you cant dress it or dont have the confidence to wear clothes that show it off or look good on you..

and i think thats the place i am in right now.
i am going to the club tomorrow with some people and i am so stressed on what i am going to wear..

i dont know what to wear,
because i dont feel comfortable in going in a dress or shorts or anything like that…

so then what do i wear??

uhh
advice?

tanning gives you endorphins.
tanning DOES cause cancer.
tanning makes me feel good.
tanning doesnt connect me to my roots.
tanning shows features.
tanning kills me. slowly. burns me to death… well kinda.

maybe this goal should have been..
‘be happy with my body’

i think thats my problem…
i just am not comfortable with myself.
or happy with myself for that matter.

got a nice tan at the lake the other day.

very pleased with that as of now.

and i did eat a salad for lunch today… trying to stop my tummmy from ploppin out.
teehee.

ok.

1. tan leslie. not so much to the point that its totallly fake or nasty and dry.

but so you have a nice complextion and are happy.

2. please start doing sit ups or something! try running…?

ALL that fast food IS going somewhere… and its adding up.
you aint so skinny anymore, and you wont be if you keep up these habits!

come on girl .
DO THIS FOR YOU!!