apologize to the people i've hurt

i did this a couple weeks ago and immediately aftewords got pissed off again, haha

I almost slept with another girl’s boyfriend.
I sent her an e-mail apologizing.
And I won’t do it again.

The guy..I tried apologizing to, but he won’t accept.
I refuse to beat myself up over things I cannot change.
If I feel bad, I will apologize. If they don’t accept, I will not continue to try.

So, I’ve appologized to almost all of the people I can think of at one point in time or another, and I hope to continue to take responsiblity for the actions that I take.

i really wish i could but the ones i really want to say to are dead becuz of the fucking words i choose to say

Lifes too short to hate.

I did this right before the New Year with as many people in my life as i could that I had a falling out with or meant a lot to me… The closer the people are.. the harder it is to do because you just take them for granted a lot of the time..

I’ve hurt quite a few people. And one doesn’t want to ever speak to me again. In anger I wrote a letter to her about EVERYTHING I thought of her and her actions, and in anger I gave it to her. I don’t take back a word I said, I just don’t want to fight with her because she was a good friend 50% of the time. And I don’t have many of those lately. I also told a guy who said he loved me that he didn’t have anotehr chance with me. Then he started talking about cutting his wrists to make me happy and how his life sucked. I was still angry at the time and that made it worse and I didn’t want to deal with him so I told him I loved him. How do I take that back without completely hurting him?

There is one, I would like to do. Well, it’s not really an apologize, if we think, cause I have don anything. But it’s like a misunderstanding, a really stupid one. Anyway, the person thiks now that I am a compelete idiot and all. If could, I would really say I’m sorry for all.

That really sounds like one of the 12-step-program steps.. I mean, no one normal would just go and apologize for something really old. so, it could be like this: I apologize to the peole I hurt right away when it feels like the right thig to do.

It’s hard to know when you’ve started some of your goals. I was sitting here looking at my list and realized that I sort of began this by apologizing to my friend Brian this summer. I hadn’t seen him in a long time until I went to my class reunion and when I saw him, I tilted my head to the side and he must have known that I wanted to talk to him. The timing was just perfect for this I feel. We sat and talked for hours and I had the chance to apologize for handling things with him poorly. We “dated” a long time ago, but I didn’t want a boyfriend at the time, and although I told him that, I should have been more sensitive in how I acted. He accepted my apology and we both agreed that it was better that things hadn’t worked out between us. I felt so wonderful after that.