Get closer to my sister

This is even less likely than my goofy goal of wanting to work for Seth MacFarlane. I mean, seriously! I won’t see her for AT LEAST another 7 months. We have NOTHING in common. I love her, don’t get me wrong. But searching in SF (the city? Anyone?) for 6 hours and then giving up really will do a number on your patience. My mom is almost distraught with my ‘unwillingness’ to write my sister while she’s out of state. But seriously – who is unwilling to communicate with whom here? The sister who ran away, leaving no note? or the sister that’s been desperately trying to keep the first sister from dying? I begged her to talk to me, and I bared my soul to her several times, and what did I get? Either BS or nothing. That gets old quick. And she’s still not being honest with the counselors at the ‘place’. She’s not being honest with my parents, either. Why would I want to talk to a liar? I know she’s safe, I know she’s being taken care of, and I know she’s not with that loser boyfriend. I’m good for now.
It’s just so hard, because I love her… But I’m so angry.
But I love her.

We don’t even live in the same state, and the program she’s in means I can’t talk to her either. I mean I can, but I’m still too pissed that she ran away to live with her drug dealer boyfriend. And we’re the nice family across the street from you.

Eh. And now, less than a year after I thought we bonded, I DESPISE THE LITTLE TWIT. She’s the original pain in the ass. Okay, I’ll try to control myself..

Well, I have quite successfully gotten closer to my sister and I think I’m gonna count this goal as completed. It’s just kind of neat knowing her better, even though I was kind of expecting something different from the whole experience…

My roommate, my sister’s boyfriend of many years, is someone that perturbs me greatly. His is capitalism and materialism. He is their dreamchild.
Nothing makes him happy like stuff. He is regurgitated rhetoric. He is bothered by nothing so much as my brother and I tearing apart his conceptions of life and the world. He is straight-edged, starry-eyed, and lost amid a world of video games, EMO music (that he doesn’t deserve because he’s never had heartache), and ideals for which he can find no defensible position. He is naive, and painfully so.

Somebody needs to tell him that being an adult isn’t all mature decisions and sitting home with your girlfriend every night of the week.

He’s not really alive.

Me and my sis’ are inseperable nowadays!

i don’t know if i’m going to be able to do this. i mean, we’re incredibly different from each other and not just that we like different things. she thinks i have standards that are too high and i think that i just am overly critical so that i can take the offensive instead of having to defend myself. it’s a social anxiety disorder/depression thing. yay. maybe we will be able to do this in a year or forty, but i don’t think it’ll work out in this decade. wish me luck.

So I’m going to be living with her boyfriend down at college. Everyone thinks that this will be an awkward situation, but he’s practicaly family. And the shit that bothers other people in that kind of situation does not bother me.

She will consequently be over almost every weekend being as her college is only 45 minutes away.
I am excited. But she is going to use me for my laundry maching and dryer….

So my sister had her college orientation this weekend and had to make up her class schedule for next year, as well as plan out what to do with her summer. I gave her all the advice I could and we just talked about how she’s going to work everything out. She’s going to be relatively close to me, only an hour away. I’m pretty excited, and I don’t know why. But it’s a good feeling.