be a better girlfriend

my girlfriend is my world, she means everything to me, she is absolutly perfect, sometimes i just get in bad moods and i treat her like crap and i really hurt her….i have to work on treating her right

but I truky want to be a better girlfriend,

So this isn’t going so well… Apparently I’m worthy of being ignored completely for wanting to know when he is going on vacation to his parents house before I have to find out from overhearing him tell someone else. This is how I have to find out everything. He never tells me anything important, I have to happen to be in the room when he tells someone else. So now he’s ignoring me because he sprung this vacation on me yesterday, he’s leaving tomorrow, and we had plans to spend out first anniversary together this weekend well before any of this. He’s angry because he “doesn’t think it should be a big deal.” I hate when he says that because that just means that he has no interest in trying to understand just why it is a big deal for me. He never cares to understand what I tell him.
Ughh… So fine, just go home, whatever.

Well I think I am doing really well at this. I gave up being jealous because it was driving me crazy. I was just insecure. I can tell he is really committed to this and I decided to be too. I thought threatening him to leave would make him fix his shit, but instead it made him afraid and caused fights. I am being super nice, helping him with his GED, remaining positive, and not hassling him about full time employment. He in turn is cleaning the house completely and doing lots of chores, not complaining about shit, being loving and attentive when I am home, and not asking for anything beyond basics. I am telling him I am proud of him for deciding to get his GED. If he follows through we may have a future, if he gets lazy I guess he didn’t want us that much.

ok so…i love my boyfriend so much! i know he’s the one!! and i always feel like im being a bad girlfriend….we have arguments all the time…and i know im starting them…and i always promise myself that i wont…but somehow….it happens! i asked my brother and he said it could be a deeper problem…so its called and invisable argument…coz im not actually arguing about the small subject, its a much deeper subject.! but i talked to my boyfriend about it and we soretd that out…well so i thought! were still having arguments…and theres no doubt about it…i know im the problem…and iv tried to change…really i have….but it never seems to work! i dont want to lose him but i know at the way our relationship is going that its going to happen! i have no idea what to do! i reeeeli reeeeli need some help….any suggestions?

This goal is over. I failed lol

I want to be a better girlfriend. Be more trusting, have more fun, do more random acts of kindness, be more romantic and all of that!
You know what I mean.
Thanks for reading,
Micky
xx

I am so busy and stressed and self involved I hate that I am not more attentive to my boyfriend. :(

You know you are a better girlfriend when:
-You stealthily e-mail you boyfriends non-work account all the information he wanted to read about quitting his job :D And he didn’t even ask :D
-It’s your birthday weekend and everyone has to be nice to you and love you and do whatever you want to do, so you spend part of your birthday weekend at the skate park watching your boyfriend skate
-You roll around on his skateboard because he thinks it’s hilarious to see you all barefoot and trying to kitkat army man march towards him.

Having a boyfriend that is. Im not the worst girlfriend in the world but I’m learning. I know that some of the things that I do are childish and that I could be a much better girlfriend than I am..SO we shall see.