be a mum

The best job in the world . . . too bad the pay is so low (monetarily of course).

Well! Not just yet, obviously I’m only 20 but in the future :D

I needed more space for other goals and this one has to go for the time being. Me being just 21 and such a free butterfly, I can’t see this materialise in about…...7 years or so. So this one has got to get a backseat for now.

more than anything!

Of course, the hitch to this goal is the fact that I don’t believe so much in men and marriages, and that I don’t really prefer right now to be married.

But my catholic upbringing and my asian origin will not allow me to be an unwed mom. Besides, it will break my mom’s heart. It will kill her.

I also don’t like the fact that a child should be brought up without a complete parent. If I were to have a son, he would need the guidance of a father in things I couldn’t possibly understand. If I were to have a daughter, then she needs a strong man in the house to be a model of what kind of men to chose when in relationship.

I guess the right man have to come along first before this would ever happen. :(

The doctor ripped off my dick.

I gave birth to Nancy….. worth it!