kill someone

Ive been in the airborne infantry for over two years and in all the fire fights ive been in ive still never killed someone face to face. Close enough to watch the life bleed out and their eyes go dead. And I really want to.

my boyfriend, who ive been with for a really long time, actually thought for some stupid reason that i cheated on him with one of my guy friends..im not the cheating type ill admit i did it once before but i felt so horribly wrong I can never do it again. anyways, he decided to have sex with his best friend to get back at me, at least according to his bullshit excuse. he had always hidden phone calls from her, etc. i talked to her on the phone after i found out..she said that they used to be in love, that she didnt want to be with him, that she only had sex with a couple other guys (really bitch thats why you decided to jump on his dick so quick)?, she also said he layed with her afterward (but she had told her cousin that he jumped up and said he couldnt do it and he should have never called her and to drop him off)...anyways..getting to the point…i want to rip this bitches fucking hair out. shes very manly, so no im not jealous. but i hate the fact that not only did the nasty bitch fuck my boyfriend, she also lied to me on the phone. if i could ide take a fucking shotgun and blast it in her fucking face-see how that feels. if i ever see her walking ill probably run her fat ass over with my fucking car…i know, im a little pissed off but hey wouldnt you be too if your boyfriend fucked a man? ;)

I hate feeling like this, like i’d like it. I’m tearing myself apart on the inside. I’m tearing myself apart on the outside. It’s like, when you’re nauseous and you feel like throwing up would fix everything, fix the feeling.
I’m scared of myself. I don’t deserve the life I have. I wish I knew what was wrong with me, so that I could fix it. I just want to be whole.
I’m a whiner. I’m sorry.

well. i think we are already doing this. i wanna kill everyone and everything , so lets keep polluteing. and cutting down tree’s and wrecking are air and water and eventually we all will have accomplished killing everyone.

I know it seems wrong but everyone in my life is just soo fuckin annoying. My parents who keep telling me what to do with my life when I already know how to go about. My cousin who just likes to rub her popularity in my face. God I hate em all.

Dr. Kervorkian style.

im a phsycopath

I have no idea why, or what drives me, but I have only two truly defined goals in my life and killing someone is one of them. I have no specific person in mind, and have no intent to do this anytime soon, but one day I would like to have killed someone.

killll

To be killed by me (I Think) would be a honour to be given.
I would probably kill someone who has caused my life to be as terrible as it is now, I would kill the one who I LOVED (note the -d)...