dictatorjuu is workin for the ink man, mann
been lied to too many times fucks up your trust meter
dictatorjuu is workin for the ink man, mann
been lied to too many times fucks up your trust meter
dicksonclark is absolutly in love with that whitney posten girl <33
i dont trust anybody really
Too many failed relationships. I always seem to find myself on the loosing end. I am too trusting in what I hear and what I am told. I seem to lead with my heart and not with my head often much too generous and I usually get in way over my head emotionally before I realize things are not what they appear (if you know what I mean). I guess I love too much and give way too much of myself. Which leads me to where I am now. Alone, lonley and so bored with my life. I am so tired of giving all and finishing last. I feel as though I just want to give up on truely being loved and appreciated by someone. Where is the true love of my life (besides my mom god rest her sole),where is my true sole mate? Does true happiness really exist or are we make to believe that it does as I seem to be spending my whole life in search of it? We are suppose to wait until it just happens, only thing is I’m 42 and time isn’t standing still like it did when I was younger.