wake up with a smile

After having a bit of a bad week I feel like i’m back on track, in a very good way! :)

I feel like it’s time to mark this one done. :)

I have another reason to mark it done as well :) I remembered recently a time earlier this year when i actually did wake up with a smile :) I must have been dreaming about something funny or happy :) whatever i was dreaming about, it was a really nice feeling to wake up smiling :)

I’ve been worried that i was getting sick again and with good reason, as I don’t think i made a full recovery last time. I don’t seem to be as sick as I got last time but it’s very stressful as school finishes in two weeks and then my exams start!

So right now the focus is on getting better :)

i didn’t get that english essay written (it wasn’t set schoolwork it was just something i was going to do to practice my essay writing)

• getting enough of sleep but could do with more as always :)
• making massive progress on calculus!

• went for a horse ride last night which was a lot of fun :)
• went to exercise class last night which felt good :)
• have been quite productive helping mum around the house and fitting in some study.

Edit: I almost feel ready to mark this as done. :) things have been going really well :)

• seeing a friend i haven’t seen for a while this weekend. :)
• lots of sleep! although i’ve been doing well with getting sleep :)
• getting a practice english essay written ^{out of the goodness of my heart} :)
• making that hemp bracelet!
• (hopefully) getting a banana mailed :)
• working on calculus

By the end of last week i was feeling quite sick and by saturday morning i was worse so had wuite a sleep in :) i had a fairly relaxed day but by 4.30 i was so tired i went back to bed for a nap beofre dinner :) this is uncharacteristic of me as i ususally can’t sleep during the day but i felt exhausted. :) I’ve had 2 days off school this week too but came back today because i was feeling better (all though not completely) and i can’t take too much time off seeing as i have exams in 4 weeks and a few days :) I did come back briefly to school on tuesday because i had a few commitments then took wednesday off. Now hopefully i’m back for good. :)

and i’m looking forward to a good sleep in tomorrow morning :)

then i’m going to get that horse ride i’ve been trying to fit in all week :) (first there was a change of plans, then a change of weather.)

and i’m doing well with my school work too :)

I’m looking forward to:

- more sleep tonight!
- getting my drama play lines memorised
- getting my 2 english essay results back (i feel i did well with them so i’m lookin gforward to this :))
- hopefully getting to go horse riding tonight (weather permitting)
- the summer holidays!!!! only 6 more weeks of school and then 4 exams and then come on summer! :)

i just edited my ‘kick out the gloom…’ goal to a happier (shorter) sentence from the same song only to find it is an exsisting goal of which i’m the 8th person to adopt. :)

i was going to have ‘wake up with a smile, without a doubt…’ but i like it like this. :)

This goal for me is going to be about looking ahead and focusing on what i have to look forward to :)

1. maths test over and done with! :)
2. the last week of school this term
3. got my fish tank cleaned at last!
4. Nearly finished my history research
5. catching up on my sleep so i’m not so tired for school :)
6. Passing my physics test, and passing well! :)
7. being on time for class! (nearly) ;)

all ready for the weekend with plans to be able to cross a few of my goals off when i return on Monday. :)

yay for progress! :)