decide whether or not shoe design is right for me

so having been in london 6months now, i have a work placement with a shoe designer, and i’m supposedly at the best course in the world for shoes – yet im really really not enjoying it. I’m bored by my life and i have no inspiration. Every project i’ve hated and my marks have been terrible. What do i do?! I feel like it’s partly because the course is a shambles and so badly run that i’m frustrated because i’m not learning that much, but at the same time I have no drive to go and learn it myself or even feel inspired to design shoes. But i also don’t feel inspired to design fabric or clothes, which is what I thought i would do if shoes wasn’t for me. So, in short-im a bit buggered really.