love freely

This is more of a personal battle for me… we will skip the details… lets just say due the the way I was raised Loving people completely and freely is a mental fight for me but one i’m tired of dealing with…

I love all things, all people. I have no problem feeling the love…it it expressing it that gets me. Today, I found that I had lost my chance with a boy that I could truly have been with, and, besides causing a tiny heartbreak, it made me realize that I can’t wait around! If I don’t love now, I never will. I can’t wait for anything or anyone to show the world how very in love with it I am (I am truly in love with the whole world. I would make love to the entire world, if I could).

And I love all of you who are doing this with me! With more people like us, love would conquer all!

I let go of my fears and just let go! I have so much to gain!! do it!

Well here I am and i have accomplished this goal. I learned to let go and love my boyfriend the way I have always wanted to. Sometimes it scares me very much to get hurt. But i realized that if i don’t go for it ill regret not having gone for it! YEY!! and it feels so good to be completely in love.

I want to love like i know i can love my boyfriend with out those questions and fears. I have a lot of fears on love and what to do with those fears i do not know! i have a bf that loves me very much that is there for me always but yet there is still that question that i have because i am scared of makin the wrong choice!! but i want to love freely now! and let life do it thing

Lying in the moonlight, in our favorite place in the world, I was able to tell my boyfriend the truth and every time I say it, it just gets easier… I love you, Jon.

So I have this boyfriend. Who am i most decidely not in the love with but I feel horrible because last night he told me he loved me and I could return the sentiment. I dont know what it is in my brain that makes it so I feel as though I cannot openly love people. I want to love him. I would be nice to return the sentiment, but as of today I cannot do that and thus i leave this goal unaccomplished.

As a creature of this world it is my right to perceive love as a wonderous thing. It is a duty to myself to make sure I receive this love from myself and others. It is my responsibility to ensure that they who seek love from me shall do so without hesitation and fear, this is their right. For all who have come before me and those who follow me on this path of living, do so with an open heart, let none crush you as they have done me, love all with open abandon and truth including yourself. Embrace your weakness and your strength. Stand tall amongst your peers. I DESERVE LOVE

I want to love like i have never loved before. Shed the hurt and the pain of the past. Let go of all my false memories and take on what is new and fresh and see it for what it is in all its beauty. I want to love my man as he loves me. Trust him as he trusts me. See joy and beauty in the world that i’d lost sight of. Take time to watch the sunset, take cold showers, turn off the tv, send out holiday greeting cards, write in my journal…love myself and see the beauty that is me.

I want to love like i know i can love my boyfriend with out those questions and fears. I have a lot of fears on love and what to do with those fears i do not know! i have a bf that loves me very much that is there for me always but yet there is still that question that i have because i am scared of makin the wrong choice!! but i want to love freely now! and let life do it thing