Not give up, now or ever

i don’t want to give up on my dreams because right now things are a little shit. i don’t want to lose my determination to have the life i want, i want to always keep working towards it. to have a great relationship with my family, to be finacially secure enough to get through college, to do well in college, to live with my boyfriend without fear of it all going wrong, to get the car i really want.

not giving up on the fact that i am deserving.

I need to say this in the mirror every morning…..

...to give up on the things I really want out of life. To be happy. To find meaningful work. To buy a home with a big backyard. To start a family. It all seems too big to ever be accomplished. I should remind myself more to not give up.

To put everything in their proper place.

Never give up, never give up!
Even if you lose your way
A great many times,
You must realise that your destination
Is sleeplessly expecting your arrival.

Yup. That’ll do.

Kinda goes against my give up smoking thing but, what the hell!

I am truckin it!!

I’ve pushed myself to step outside of my comfort zone a LOT over the last year… and it’s really starting to pay off. God is rewarding me for having faith in Him to catch me if I start to fall.

haha i have. all the time. FAIL.

I will never give up on the woman I love or her daughter…