Not go crazy

I have reacently been evicted from my house. I am under a lot of stress. The person helping me move is limiting me on where I can move to. I am being snapish and saying what I do not mean.

Song says “Lets Go Crazy” but I’d rather keep it togeather.

I’m always worried that people will see how crazy I am. I try to hide it, but it eventually comes through. I wonder if I stopped trying so hard, if I’d be better.

I’m trying to be more practical in 2007!
I’m going to “give up” on this goal. But don’t be discouraged. I’ll re-post this goal when it get more realistic!
He he he!

Well it’s summer now, and I’m still not sure if I’ve succeeded with this goal. maybe I never will. shrug

AP psych is over. I just got my results, and I got a five. [woo!] so nothing to worry about, eh?

now I just need to sleep for a few weeks.

Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a room with rats. Rats? I hate rats. Rats drive me crazy! Crazy? I was crazy once…

or twice…or maybe…no….

so yeah. AP Psychology on Wednesday. Next Wednesday. the 10th. and it seems like everyone is stressing, and we know stres is contageous, and now I’m getting the bug, and none of my other teachers are being sympathetic, and I’ve got work coming out of my ears, and dance performance coming up, and choral performance, and band concert….

it just feels like a lot. and maybe I’m a bit behind….

but I’m trying.

yep stress can eat at you, but its just good to stay focused be with loved ones, and talk

I’m serious! There are days that I feel like I’m going crazy… and it just keeps going. And getting worse. Augh!!

And then there are those times when I see things and everyone else walks around like it’s nothing. And I think “Am I crazy?”
I hope not. :)
p.s. I took this picture after a tornado… it’s was a bit crazy.

I need help.
I am so depressed i am working hard, getting TERRIBLE grades i need a psychiatrist. I mean what is the point of living? it only gets harder and harder and goddamit i dont wnat to grow up, i dont want to go to colleges(while frankly i dont know how ill get into any good ones anymore) after college i have to find a job and i want to die i dont like this life. i know i sound depressed im crying as i write this. just school, life its all to hard, to much, is this life?

The never ending fight against neurochemisty continues! Who will win, conscious or unconscious? It is a great mystery.