I’ve gotten into a leave me alone state of mind… not good…
_{hit the ESC key so hard that a part of my keyboard broke off :s}7 months ago

where my tagline comes from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0LDgrFFeeWU 15 months ago

liakaarina has left the site :((((((((( 15 months ago

These past few weeks have zoomed by. I haven’t really had a chance to record my thoughts. I’ve been too occupied everyday and sometimes it scares me that time is moving by so quickly. I have so much I want and have to do. I keep delaying the things I should do everyday, even simple things like replying to messages sitting in my inbox…there are just not enough hours in the day.

From time to time I catch up with friends and their lives are progressing in a way I would like my life to progress. Sometimes I wonder is it because I don’t plan or organize enough so my life is always at a standstill. My friends and family are becoming happier as they work their way up in their career, family/love life and achieving personal goals but my life is not better compared to two years ago. Life is actually more stressful now. Even though I’m older, I’m not any wiser.

I hope I will be able to direct myself in some way so that in two years time my feelings and thoughts on my self will have changed for the better.

I’ve always wanted to meet a mentor who is able to advise and guide me through my decisions in life. I really don’t have anyone I can turn to for a lot of my issues. I don’t really know where I’m taking myself and what I want along this journey. I need a life plan. 22 months ago