be myself and to hell with the consequences!

...might be a better goal.

I’m not a “to hell with the consequences” type person.

I love it.

I’ve been thinking about being un-aloof. It seems to be the way of it these days, having a calculated disinterest in everything…and that’s just not who I am, although I think I was starting to feel that I should want to be that way. How strange, to feel compelled to aspire to social frigidity.

So fine. At times I’m sure I tend to be entirely too talkative, too enthusiastic, too friendly and even pushy with my friendship (you WILL be my friend, like it or not!)...but it’s me, and I’m okay with it. Better to be a genuine me that some bad pseudo-bored fake copycat me.

Thanks Benji, for leading me to Thing 16.

;o)

You are changed by the choices you make. Then how are you to know surely how things might have been? Tis only speculation, isn’t it?

I like me, and theres really no reason to make excuses for that is there?

for example, 10 things I like about me:

1. I have an ability to see humour in the darkest places
2. I am usually a pretty positive person to hang around with
3. I am a great listener
4. I give great advice
5. I have nice hair, it’s shiny
6. I am surprisingly flexible
7. I am a great mother, I know this cos Sam told me so.
8. I am able to see past baggage and crap to whats beneath it
9. I may be psychic
10. I am scarily observant, to the point where there is hardly ever anything that truly surprises me, including peoples deepest darkest secrets, and I always know when someone is lying to me, I am just clever enough not to let them know that.