get back my "juju"

Finding it had nothing to do with finding a man or anything like that…it was all about me. How I treat myself, how I talk to myself, etc…when I stopped being so abusive to myself, my “juju” cam out of hiding! Wheeeee!

I don’t know…sometimes it feels like it’s back but it’s blocked in some way. I don’t know. Maybe if Shia LaBeouf came around…he is pretty young though. Ummm…

My friend told me that some boys (some super super cute boys)that I went out with in college (ahem! years ago) asked about me and it brought back some delightful co-ed juju memories. My juju liked that.

I’ve gotten my “juju” back a little but not all of it, if you know what I mean? My “juju” and I need to get to know each other again. It’s been a long time since I have seen her. Two years, I think?

that Tim McGraw also took my juju.

I would even know what to do if I got my “juju” back but since I hate boys, who cares, right?

Perhaps I should create an alter ego, like Katie Price (aka Jordan). If I separate my two selves perhaps I can get my “juju” back? First however I need to get over my unrealistic expectations of what i want to look like, what I should look like…that’s just plain exhausting.

96. Edward Norton
97. Chris Cuomo
98. Christian Bale (except for in American Psycho)
99. One of the waiters at Alain Ducasse at the Plaza Athenee in Paris
100. Katie & Peter

91. Fergie
92. Jason Mraz
93. Bono
94. Jay-Z
95. Billy Idol (yesterday, today, and always)

81. Pierce Brosnan (in The Thomas Crown Affair)
82. Colin Ferguson
83. Mario Lopez
84. Robin Anton
85. Alessandro Nivola
86. George Peppard (in Breakfast at Tiffany’s)
87. AP
88. Robert Redford (in The Great Gatsby, Barefoot in the Park, and The Way We Were)
89. Dierks Bentley
90. JJ