apologize to everyone I've ever hurt

I told another ex that i was sorry for being a complete ass..he didn’t forgive me. However, in all this…I have forgiven myself. I guess that’s all that matters.

Sometimes, bringing the past back up isn’t the best. Besides, would I ever really be apologize to EVERYONE? :-/

okay..so I apologized and it turns out that most people that I though I had hurt..had gotten over it, or didn’t remember it…weird. It’s strange how people perceive things….still I will finish my list. It’s making me feel better even if nobody else

I apologized to a bf that I had in school, that really treated me well and was really nice to me. I wasn’t so nice to him. He never forgave me for what I did and ‘stopped’ talking to me altogether. I hope it worked. I need him to forgive me.

I apologized to my girlfriends for not sustaining our relationships after i got married and had kids. I feel much better. No on to “fix” those relationships. Fun day planned for next weekend.

This is not a BAD “I give up.” I just realize this will never happen, and I’m okay about it.

There are some things from my dark years that just eat at me when I think of them. I want to apologize to people I’ve hurt, even if I’m not forgiven and even if I never hear back from anyone. I need to do this for myself as much as for my (in some cases former) friends and family.

I guess my first step will be to make a list.