live like i'm dying

I need to become more spontaneous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If it all ended tomorrow I have no regrets. I have done mostly everything my way. Of course without manipulating people. Things haven’t always gone the way I planned but they have always worked out for the best in one way or the other. Everything I do IS in line with my philosophy that if I died today I can meet my maker with a clear conscienous. I have lived my life to the fullest extent that is humanly posible for me. I tell people what I think of them, the good things, when I think them. I don’t hold anything back. I never let a day go by with out sayibng I love you. And showing my love with my actions and deeds as well as my words.

I used to not say or do things in case of regretting it, but now I do or say those things, because If I don’t I’ll regret it anyway. I no longer want to have a boring life, and I’m on the way to changing that!