Oh, i feel emotions alright… i feel miserable,sad,LONELY, depressed,empty & a bit hopeless.well not all the time but maybe a day or two out of each week.My time to relax is over i guess but i should’ve enjoyed it while it lasted (right?).I’m actually angry at
myself for wasting time on this thing that was due & when i heard the disappointing,frustration comments(like someone expected more) i knew failure took the bait laziness left :(
anyways as for the other emotions, they’re only (sadly) temporary
i can’t stay happy for ever no matter how much i want but i can make that last for a bit. 20 months ago

I haven’t felt anything in like 3-4 years now..

I’m changing to something i want to become, but i still can’t feel anything.
The mask holds itself, when I’m around others, but i just can’t see the point of this, if i can’t feel anything.

Oh yeah, haven’t written anything in a long while, so i kinda need to refind my writing. ”_”
srry for all the “anything”.. 22 months ago