ryan19554 Trying to squeze the best out of life
Ive lived with abuse all my life and I’ve hidden everything inside of myself and locked it in a tight box in the corner of my mind. I want to meet friends who will accept me for me
How I did it: It was a complete one in a million chance encounter meeting someone who introduced me to others and expanded my social network. I found folk I related with for the first time ever. People I could actually trust not to hurt or use me. Through them i'm finding self worth again. Something I never felt before. Ahhhh i'm gushing lol
Lessons & tips: Follow your gut feelings. The day I met that person was the day I actually DIDN'T have an appointment with my shrink. But something told me to go anyway. Take any oppitunity you can to put yourself out there and mesh with people. You'll get a lot of rejection but that only makes you stronger long term with the right attitude.
ryan19554 Trying to squeze the best out of life
Ive lived with abuse all my life and I’ve hidden everything inside of myself and locked it in a tight box in the corner of my mind. I want to meet friends who will accept me for me
DisneysSTARaNGEL11 is LOVING THE WORLD
I LOVE PEOPLE AND PEOPLE LOVE ME SO WHAT CAN I SAYMAKING FRIENDS JUST COMES NATUTALLY TO ME BUT IM GOING TO BE NEW IN HOLLYWOOD SO I NEED TO KNOW WHO I CAN REALLY TRUST!!
I MEAN IT!!
i love you guys
xoxo
disney’s next star!!
i have a bunch of friends now.. but im the one that always has to ask if they want to hang out or do something. they always seem to have a great time and thank me for it.. i just dont see why i have to initiate everything. i thought i knew some of these people quite well.. Ive asked some of my closest friends if i do anything that bothers others… and they say no.. and i believe them…
so my conclusion is that i just dont know these people that well…
this isn’t always my fault as i know a lot of people. but most of them use be like me years ago. closed and a bit to quiet. sometimes i really don’t know why i don’t have really good friends like what i want. guess i just need to meet more people and try harder.
this has always bugged me since HS.. i know it cant just be me that most of the poeple i seem to meet everywhere are people that are just flaky or mean spirited. makes it just that much harder to find nice, genuine people that are worth being around.
i quit most of my friends that are just mean and vengeful. i want to know great people now, and alot of them!
Lace368 is working on my 20 things!
I have only one real friend right now. I would love to have more. Thanks to this wonderful year I have no friends…they all screwed me over! :(
MercilessPuppet is hopefully going to register her classes today.
Being a teenager and having real friends can be challenging… I have a few that are real, but I’d really like to have more. People that I can respect, or have an intelligent conversation with… who will respect me back, and be okay with hanging out without huge groups of people around.