be my own person

I take pride in the person I am today, but feel like I still have a long way to go. There’s not much I can I can write about this topic because it’s dependant on so many other goals. But I am confident that when all is said and done I wil be my own person.

I took the 43 Things Personality Quiz and found out I’m aSelf-Improving Healthy Tree Hugger

Because i am an easy going, laid back person I think my friends just expect me to do whatever they want all the time, and they guilt trip me when I don’t want to do what they want!

So this year, I am going to make myself the priority. I don’t want to allow myself to feel guilty about not going along with other’s plans all the time, esp when they never feel guilty about letting me down etc!

i just don’t want to let people’s negative comments get to me so much. if i like something and my mom tells me she doesn’t like it, i get confused.

i just want a more solid faith in myself.
no more contradictions

i want to be completely free

i’m excited for school this semester and i’m looking into going to spain in the summer ! =)

But I don’t wanna care what people think of me so much. This is totally possible. I have a head start, I’ve never minded being/ thinking differently to others, just need to hold on to that & keep it going!!!

I really need to stop letting my friends walk all over me. Some people think it’s okay to hang out with me only when it’s convenient for them, and then expect me to stick up for them/be there for them/whatever.

I finally moved out and am now sober/clean from all mind altering substances. This is me living according to my own rules. I love it and wouldn’t have it any other way.

After comparing myself to certain people and their behaviors I’ve realized I’ve had this all along. I won’t say names but in the end we are all our own person just some of us prefer to hide it and pretend they’re somebody else (somebody else meaning they are actually COPYING someone elses life style) and I’ve been myself this whole time. I’m not ashamed of who I am.

My parents are always talking about my bro or my mom is talking a bout her boy friend. But never a bout me so i am going to say F* them and live my life the way i want to.

I am sick and tired of pretending! fed up of being critisized about the fact i like loose clothing opposed to tight skimpy stuff. I want to be accepted 4 me. As the real me not the one everyone wants me to be.

*I HOPE A CERTAIN SOMEONE READ THIS AND NOW KNOWS WHAT I THINK! YOU KNOW WHO U R!