(What is RSS?)Friday night, I got down on my knees and prayed the first genuine prayer I’ve prayed in a long time. But I think it’ll take a while before I get to where I wanna be in my prayer life. By Saturday night, I crashed and burned and I didn’t pray at all on Sunday. I really want to find God and I think I’m close (at least I hope so!!) but I just have to keep at it.
To put it bluntly, my prayer life stinks. I rarely ever pray and when I do, I sometimes feel that I have nothing to say. I really want to be able to recite prayers that come from deep within my soul and that I believe wholeheartedly, I just don’t how.
So much for prayer … if God moves and speaks through people … if God has no hands, no feet but those of his followers … then God has succeeded in pushing me away.
This is a never ending one. But sometimes it sure seems like I need a vitamin shot! Like now…
Since I dont work fulltime anymore, I tend to not find the time to set aside for my time with the Lord. I used to use my commuting time, now my time gets lost.
These people wants to read all of the Agatha Christie books
feel good in my own skin
be dependable
get a pet
become a vegeterian
drink 8 glasses of water everyday
watch the simpsons movie
sell pottery
Lose weight and get down to the right weight for me (which is losing 75+ lbs.)
lose 30 kg
pierce my ears
Learn Spanish
learn to play the shakuhachi
Lead by example
meet someone special
learn to draw
Mo7 wants to keep negative people out of my life
learn to use a sewing machine
take singing lessons
Buy local and organic food
work on my posture
watch smallville
relax and destress
Invent something that will change the world
learn to dance
do a triathlon
get in a fight
