improve my prayer life

Friday night, I got down on my knees and prayed the first genuine prayer I’ve prayed in a long time. But I think it’ll take a while before I get to where I wanna be in my prayer life. By Saturday night, I crashed and burned and I didn’t pray at all on Sunday. I really want to find God and I think I’m close (at least I hope so!!) but I just have to keep at it.

To put it bluntly, my prayer life stinks. I rarely ever pray and when I do, I sometimes feel that I have nothing to say. I really want to be able to recite prayers that come from deep within my soul and that I believe wholeheartedly, I just don’t how.

So much for prayer … if God moves and speaks through people … if God has no hands, no feet but those of his followers … then God has succeeded in pushing me away.

This is a never ending one. But sometimes it sure seems like I need a vitamin shot! Like now…

Since I dont work fulltime anymore, I tend to not find the time to set aside for my time with the Lord. I used to use my commuting time, now my time gets lost.