Do Some Good in Others Lives: Not Harm

my mom & I fight, all the drama, but I still can’t worked into not involving her in my plans…. I need to let her go…. grow….

My mother once said to me, “If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans.” She meant that life would take me—and everyone else—on its own journey: one of changes, unpredictable and unexpected transitions and tough decisions. The sooner I understood I was subject to a bigger plan, the happier and calmer my life became

have me in gossip, so I had to fight back , still i hold myself!
doijg better

my mom is driving me nuts

A Reference to become Foster Parents.

I am writing you about R and B in hopes that you will allow them to become foster parents. They are wonderful loving parents, they have so much experience with children of all ages. Between B nieces and nephews and R, add on that their own children, their experience travels the spectrum of ages.

They are responsible, loving, fair and honest. I’ve watched them both deal with fights that children get into and rather than just jump in their and start wielding justice with an iron blow. They talk to the children {communication is highly important to them both} they listen to all sides and find alternate ways of discipline.

They are completely aware that not every child will respond to the same punishment. Some may need grounding, others toys taken away for a time, some may require a something more acute and/or long term.

They are not only physically affectionate but emotionally as well, a child can never be hugged to many times.

Love is the key to a happy child, not the newest toys, or coolest games, but time and attention. Love is what every child needs to become viable productive adults, not abuse, abandonment and discourse. B and R give Love, in all they say and do in their lives. Being perfect people is what a lot of humans strive for, these two are imperfect people who’s hearts are perfect in love for children.

I myself faced cancer years ago and when facing this situation, had to face mortality. In doing so, I choose Rand B to be the parents of “My Own” children, were I to die. My will has been written and notarized for years, naming them as guardians even though the threat of death no longer looms.

My children now spend nights/ days/ weekends with them and come home completely happy and wanting to go again.
I see then at least once a week, I trust them both with my “life” my children.
This is my reference for R and B to become foster parents.
If you have any questions you may reach me at
361-668-

Sincerely,

Serenity Marie

She is such a Sweetheart, one of those people who’s heart is made for nursing. She took Biology last semester.The class I assisted in.

Well, she calls and is near tears, “Seren I don’t think I can do this” “why am I doing this after all” “I am a titty baby and I can’t be a nurse, I will cry”

I let her pour it all out, I couldn’t have gotten a word in edgewise anyway.

“Seren, what the hell was I thinking taking Anatomy during the summer”... Do you think I can do it Ser, do you think I can pass these classes” “you won’t be there to tell me I can, or to tell me what to concentrate on”

at this point I had to tell her to hush and listen. She got all A’s last semester. This is what the medical profession or studying for the medical profession does for you. Makes you go all screwy.

I told her she would do awesome in this class, she has the intelligence besides that she has the heart for nursing. I’ve seen it so many times that over whelming “feel” that you just can’t do it. You can’t keep the points high enough to get into which ever program. I was not all slurpy sweet on her, she is going to feel that many times before she graduates. But, I think I loved on her plenty.

She asked me to tutor her. {she doesn’t need me, she only thinks she does} I agreed. When I told her I would be assisting during the summer as well, you would have thought I had given her a great present.

Jennifer, gave me such a compliment. She told me that I hold her when she is scared, that I have this personality that calls to others and makes them feel okay. That they can be themselves, they are accepted.

She told me how much it meant to her when I would give her hugs and tell her she could. Jenny let me know how much I and my help has meant to her. She said she was thankful that I was in the world. What a blessing right?

It made me feel good. What can I say, I’m a sappy women.

AM I…

“only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile”

I don’t know if this is a goal that can just be accomplished.
I know I am going to be more aware and careful of my feelings, the way I project them, the way they are perceived.

I want to do good for others, have them remember me with a smile and love in their heart: at least a damn warm fuzzy.

I don’t want to be pushy, critical, demeaning, or any of that other negative things. That is what the goal I have already is about “Change” {that one}
No not the whole goal, but it’s part of it.

So, I just want to do good for others, not harm or hurt them. I would rather feel the hurt then to do it to someone else.

It’s a good goal, we’ll see if I can accomplish it…
I am nervous about this one… Very nervous.
I am unsure right now of much good in me or for other people, but {smile anyway} it will come.

Light and Love.

P.S… I just love this picture I am using it because when I first seen it. My heart jumped in my chest, it literally fell. It reminded me of a place I’ve dreamed about many times in my past. So It means something to me. I figured it would add to this post rather well. that’s my reason for this picture.