stop being a control freak

i used to be so easy going and la la la la. and now, i’m stressed about things i can’t control; my life is run by “what if’s”! i’m still young, so i’m driving myself crazy with a lot of unknowns.
hoping to pull myself out of this and really enjoy life, like i should be doing

At least I realize I may be a control freak lol…time for me to try to relax for a change, go with the flow…I used to be able to do that…will get there one day!

I don’t get nasty about it but I must certainly have an inflated view of myself because I think I know what is best for everyone in my life, from how much salt and pepper my boyfriend should put on his food to whom my son should date. It comes out of my mouth as a command before I can stop it. And forget about being a passenger in a car. I’m horrible to ride with unless I’m driving. You may be a safe driver, but if you didn’t start braking when I would have, well you did it wrong. My reactions are sometimes overt and sometimes subtle but always telling. Hopefully taking this first step is the beginning of correcting it. I welcome advice.

but, ya know? I at least gotta try. Committing it writing may be a step in the right direction.