Never get hurt in love again

I loved my boyfriend like no other and he broke up with me…i was heartbroken and i still am heartbroken…ive tried so hard to forget and let go but i just dont know how…ive had guys who have come up to me wanting to date me and comfort me but now that ive been hurt so badly i put my guard up and i dont let anyone into my life…I dont remember what its like to feel happy anymore and i never want to get hurt in love ever again…

i loved my ex so much and he broke up with me for another girl. i was heartbroken. but atleast i’ve learnt my lesson. the way i see it is that in a relationship it is gona end eventually ive seen it happen to everyone even my parents. and either you’ll be the one who’ll get hurt or the guy will and i dont wana get hurt like tht again and i dont wish that kind of pain on anyone else.
im not saying i never want to be with someone because i do, but i’m never goin to let myself fall in love ever again it hurs too much. i have my guard up now for my own safty and noone is breaking through it

I will NEVER let a guy into my heart like I did with Jason ever again.
It was far to hard when we broke up. Still not over him, not ready to move on, but when the time comes and I am ready, I’ll never allow myself to get emotionally involved with someone like that. I’ll make it seem like I am but I will never let myself get hurt again.
The walls are up now and aren’t coming back down.

the only way i see this being possible and for sure… like a real precise promise is by never loving again. if you dont love something.. then you cant get hurt.

otherwise.. is like gambling with your heart.

Yeah, keep dreaming! But hey, why not? I don’t believe in relationships with no pain or problems, so I need to realize that pain will be there inevitably, no matter how perfect your partner is. It’s a different story if one’s ready for another set of pain or not. I’m not. Well, duh! But over time, maybe in 5 or 7 years I’ll be less sensitive to dramas of relationships & I could start over. Although I doubt that. I wish there wasn’t so much pain, but that’s not the case. Alone is better.

it sounds good.
but i cant imagine love without pain.
is that even worth it?

is this possible I thought the greatest risk in live was not to risk at all

It’s something I can’t explain, there are truly no words to descirbe it.. You can only understand this if you truly have experienced having the most passionate, yet horriable, awful relationship you have ever had.. It’s so extreme, Zero Balance… It’s so good that you think you had died and went to Heaven or it’s so painful, horrialbe, what the hell, oh, you are in Hell! Yet, it was just such an exteme emotion of both end of the LOVE spectrum, no in between.. Just too great or just so horriable that you can’t believe you stayed… Yet, maybe both parties know this can’t be normal… Yet, why do I miss him! Why am I even asking… Please tell me that maybe it was my soul mate.. But not meant to be due to Timming… Or am I just Crazy!

I NEVER want to get hurt again.

I considered getting over my last terrible, self-centred, arrogant idiot of an ex.

When the relationship ended he said I was “envious of his looks and money.” HA!

So, I wrote a book about what a prick he was www.narcissism.ca

Who’s got the last laugh now?

Check it out.

All around you see joy
From fall to spring life blooms
Seeing the essence light in the innocent
For I can not grasp that in my life
I cannot help but see the bad in the good
Pain where happiness lies
People say it takes time
Though I have waited
Why? Why? I asked is this world so joyful
But always causes so much pain to others
We are only humans with such great hearts
Though in same with great evil
With the ying and the yang, everything has it opposite
As for me, I am a lost soul in-between
I pray and wish for this pain to die
But it never goes away
Buried deep within my own soul
Hiding in plan sight
So when the joy comes, it tears it apart
I am alone in this darkest shell of a world
Someone save me before the darkness takes over.