Re-evaluate everything

I’ve found myself overwhelmed at the word EVERYTHING. How can I really re evaluate everything?

I keep thinking that my path is that of the least resistance. If it feels right, if my gut feels good about it, I should just go for it. I have a pretty good internal alarm system. I can tell when things are real and when they are shifty. I need to live by this more often than my just my mind & heart alone.

Maybe I was wasting my attention on someone for the wrong reasons. I can see that after re-evaluationg the situation. Sometimes, you should be just friends.

This is a difficult one. I try to see myself from the outside, but sometimes I am just too busy. Time is passing so very quickly and I am having such a good time and being so productive. It almost feels like a chore to evaluate anything right now, like it might jinx things. I am also very scared to find out what I really want in life. This is something I knwo that once I find, I will not be able to tuck away. I already see the danger of wanting to achieve so much all at once. I am so driven right now and so focused on certain things. Work, home, my kids, and my new life and dreams.

my very soon to be ex is even more of a horrible person than I thought. I never realized how very manipulative, petty, selfish and calculating he was. The more he speaks to me the more I realize life is only about how much money there is and what you can do to protect yourself from everyone and everything. Never connecting with people and letting fear and worry run his life. Forgiveness is a foreign concept. I am so disappointed in myself for not realizing how insane this relationship was. Life is just to short for all of that. wasting energy like that is so not what life is really about anyway.

Step outside and look within