figure out what i'm going to do with my life

i know i want to go to college and study architecture,
thats one thing i have always loved so it seems like a good idea to pursue it since thats really the only thing thats stuck with me.

i have no clue what i want to after high school
i will be turning 18 in september and i need to
figure it out soon
hopefully i can!

so I didnt make it into the super special school. It kinda sucked, but my parents were way more dissapointed in me. My mom still wanted me to go to a public school where i would have to move into her house. i didnt want to because id miss my friends, and i would lose the love of my life. i know..shes only 14, what could she know about love. But i think im in love. i know i am. and no one can change that. so i ended up going to public high school, but not the one my mom wanted me to go to. its the school my girlfriend, amanda, is gonna be going to going to next year. and btw..romeo and juliet were my age, and people give them a lot of credit for their love, so why not me? so i guess this was one step in where im going with my life. i’m still not sure what im doing though. i could spend like 5 years after i graduate high school on the streets of n.y.c. which sounds amazing(and yes i know, im very pessimistic about the future) except it doesnt include amanda. the other option is basically growing up with amanda and having kids togther..which is kinda scary. it means actually trying in life, getting a job, dfacing the world. which would suck. and getting old. which i am oh so scared of. i dont know. ?????? maybe more later.

hm….im getting the results on febuary 15th…it just figures the assholes want to drop the a-bomb on my birhday…either way i lose…if i get in i might not ever see my girlfriend again…and if i dont it means my mother will beat me within an inch of my life…ponder ponder ponder…more after i get the results

hmmm…this is probably going to be hard

I really don’t know what I want to do with my life. I’m supposed to already know what I want to study for a profession, but zero. I’m left blank. Truthfully, I don’t know what I’m going to do after high school. I need to start opening my eyes because if not, I don’t know what’s gonna happen to me.

I don’t know what I want to do anymore.

I can have the associates at the end of next summer, and have the bachelors in another year and a half after that!

Psychology Degree with a minor in English! I can work at the hospital, or at Woodland Centers as an assistant or something- I don’t even have to go into psychology… I’ll have the degree… and I’ll have a minor in English… I can write no matter what I do!

It even has enough personal electives left over so I can count my music classes that I’ve already taken, and not be over the credits-to-graduate limit! Plus I can take Piano in the fall!

And… my dad actually said the idea had some merit! He has NEVER said that about ANY of my plans in my entire life!

I’m sticking with this one!