have a boyfriend

I finally had my first boyfriend in the late summer/fall of my junior year. While he was nice when we didn’t go out, I soon found out he was a dark, rude, violent person that I didn’t want to even be involved with.

I lasted two months. We lived in different towns, too, so I didn’t see him very much during that time either (thank goodness).

At the moment, I don’t see the big hype in having a boyfriend. (I do wish I didn’t think so, though…)

1. affirmate x6 per session, x3 evenings this week – w/e 04/05/08
2. write about men for 15 mins x1 this week – w/e 04/05/08

It’s lonely not having a boyfriend I know we all have friends but you need a boyfriend to keep you company and say good night to you at night even call you or email you and come over when you hear scary noises it would be fun to have all that.

So I was totally in love with this guy. He was my first real boyfriend and he’s amazing. I still love him, in fact maybe more than before. I want to get him back, but I’ve screwed up so much with him that there’s no way he’ll take me. Still, I’m going to try my hardest.
I know people have said that I should find someone new or give up, but it’s not that I don’t want to, it’s just that I can’t see myself with anyone else, at least not right now.

i want the greatest boyfriend ever who is hot and funny and sweet n loves me :(

all my friends have boyfriends except for me. it really sucks being around them sometimes. when can i have one of my own? how much longer do i have to wait? i’m already 20 years old. :(

It’s always nice to have some very close, dear one with me to enjoy the life. :)

Id love to have a boyfriend. But Im not looking for one right this momment but I will be soon.
This guy at my job is so cute and hot. Hes tall, funny, seems to be nice. I sit across from him and I have to hold myself back from totally cracking up because hes always saying stupid things and making jokes. I am so physically attracted to him that I cant stand to be around him. But hes way out of my league. I dont know maybe not. See that is the way my thinking is, lol. If a guy is really hot hes out of my league, all well…...........

well, it’s for the best. he’s an amazing person but it just weren’t fit for the both of us right now.
hope we’ll be able to stay friends. i love him.

I WANT A BOYFRIEND