Never attempt suicide again

I tried to OD again but woke up very pissed off the next day. Spent some more time in the psych unit. I’m on new meds but responding poorly at best. Really, really struggling.

Sought help by admitting myself overnight to hospital to stay safe. Still struggling but working at it.

I’m struggling again after being cheated on by my now-ex… but no hospital & no suicide-attempts. I’m asking for, accepting and applying the advice/support I’m receiving. It’s a big step. No. It’s a HUGE step.

This past new year (2008) I vowed in temple never to attempt suicide again. Mentally it feels like a huge shift. Suicide is simply not an option anymore.

Had a severe depression relapse, just come out of hospital (again). SO OVER this! I continue to work on it…

I so want this to not be part of my life anymore but it is such a struggle… As soon I enter another bout of depression I slide (automatically?) to this place and sometimes it is so tempting. Working at and through the issues that have brought me here is infinitely more difficult but, as I keep reminding myself, infinitely more rewarding…