have a crush

i can’t beleve this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O:i can’t i can’t …......breath!!!!!

Emotions within
Stir whenever I see him
Shimmery Luna

A crush I’ve not had
For the longest time, alas.
[Mmmmm] Emotions within…

I have had a crush on this guy for the past 3 years. Now it’s cooled down a little but when it started it was crazy! I couldn’t get him out of my mind. I literally day dreamed about being with him 24/7. Just the thought of him touching me made me go crazy. IT was horrible. I couldn’t concentrate on anything else like studying. Even when I watching tv, I thought about him. He took over my mind and body. It’s like I had no life of my own. I lost who I was. I don’t know why. I don’t understand. I still have a hard time getting over him but atleast now he’s not on my mind 24/7 and I can concentrate on other things. Crazy experience!

I’ve had several over the years. My most recent was on one of my professors. He has several traits I want to emulate. He’s logical (almost to a fault), driven, and a scholar in every way. Sure, he’s attractive, but I prefer his meticulous brain to his beautiful blue eyes.

In fact, he probably deduced my infatuation toward him. If so, he may have also figured out I won’t do anything more about it than to try to channel it toward my own research. (sigh)

I have succeeded in forming a crush, although it already looks as if it’s about to end. It seems that, once you get to know a person (and they get to know you), you might find you have less in common than you had originally hoped. :(

But still, that fuzzy feeling you get whenever you’re in the same room, the excitement that races through you from every touch… it’s totally worth it. And, who knows, maybe you’ll find that common interests aren’t that important…

This is definitely worth doing.

I have had several crushes.

Those I have pursued, have gone awfully wrong cos they are nver as perfect as you imagine them to be.

For those i have never told, fills me with excitement and hope.

Best not to say anything at all.

I have a crush, I have had several crushes over the years but this one is special. He is beautiful, kind, smart and I think about him. This is the first person in a long while that I have actually had the nerve to tell him how I feel… and He hasn’t gotten back to me. I know now that I was too vauge. I read somewhere online that if you are not specific it doesn’t allow the guy an out if he is not interested. Not to say that I know he isn’t interested. I just did it all wrong.

He plays drums in a samba band an studies in a very prestigious art school! and he has the cutest smile you could ever imagine! YAY! :D …but he doesn´t know how I feel about him, my friend knows him, but I don´t know what to do… :(

What else can I say?