Tired (but still worth it!) — 6 months ago
Did I mention that this is very hard to do and makes you very tired?
Did I mention that this is very hard to do and makes you very tired?
How is it that research into meditation, a subject so closely aligned with spiritual peace and kindness, seems to lead so often to vicious fighting and animosity? I just can’t figure it. I only got involved with this as a lark, working in my spare time since it was just for fun.
I guess that everything that is “just for fun” does not turn out to be as successful as Linux. :-(
Spent some time today learning EEG. Have to write a fMRI stimulus presentation program this weekend. Need to get some analysis software running pronto. Need to get new data collection software running soonest. Need to write a paper that is pretty much ready to be written and get started on another.
Research is hard. Not from the work, just from the paperwork and crap that gets in the way.
My lab is slow. But I am in another research group as well that will be heavy in work in September. Need more! More!
In my main lab I am currently looking to get the bulk of the work done on no fewer than four (4!) projects, not including the initial data collection on my (so-called) thesis project. Still, I need two different projects outside of my primary lab to count this one as done.
This may be harder than I thought as the two different things I started may be merging! :-) So looking for another.
This goal is related to four of my other (perhaps less specific) goals to:
(1) “find work I’m passionate about”
(2) “meet interesting people”
(3) “be more creative”
(4) “determine which activities to prioritize and which to eliminate”
I am currently well on my way to advancing to candidacy on one research project, which will be my primary one for graduation. Once I get it up and running, data collection will be slow but steady. Since I don’t have more classes to take, I’m looking for other projects.
I am specifically interested in adding a second project on memory research, and I am currently taking a class with the person doing that work. One of my committee members may have a third project that I can contribute to, as well. I have also recently joined a research group doing some consciousness work, too.
Hopefully this will give me some more ideas about where to focus in the job hunt looming just over the horizon.