gain 10-15 pounds

fall 2006 i was diagnosed with celiacs, so now i know why i had such a hard time gaining weight all my life. (and why i lost all the lbs i gained when in LA).

since then tho i still havent gained weight, so im seeing a nutritionist soon about it. im really hoping this will be the boost/help ive needed to achieve this goal, because i really need to gain weight.

I’m very uncomfortable with my body! I’m always being teased about my body! I want to weigh at least 120 by the end of the semester! HELP ME ANYONE

ive gained 4-6 pounds in the past 5 weeks – woooo! (not precisely sure of my starting weight) – so yeah, awesome-ness. hope it continues to go up. possible reasons for why it’s going up – ive been starting to eat chocolate, eating peanut butter+jelly sandwiches, been eating big wholesome/home-made dinners (instead of campus food), and been walkin a ton now i live in a city (muscles adds pounds) – course it could be all these reasons why too – hmmm

darn my fast metabolism!

so for the past 3 1/2 weeks i have been eatin lots of mcds and bk still no luck! there is something seriously wrong with me. and i eat A LOT like a meal and 6 piece nuggets. this morning i ate 2 mcmuffins . . . this sucks! NOT EVEN ONE STPID POUND!!!

i cant do it!!!!!!! i cant get past the 86 mark, then i lose weight when im stressed! blah!