MeDiva06 is growing wings...
Fear of failure has ruled my entire life, but more than just failure the fear of not being good enough or at all weighs heavily on my spirit. All the years I spent performing with singers who were obviously more talented than myself it didn’t bother meso much because in my heart, I felt my true talent was writing. The thought that I might suck at both has been a lot for me to bear so I guess secretly, I’ve been avoiding the pursuit of my passion. If this fearlessness stays with me, it will be water under the bridge. (Actually this falls under my goal to live instead of exist, I thought I better add it to my list if to accomplish nothing but a constant reminder I am not living out loud! performing poetry falls under that same heading.)
