Which put me in the hospital (twice), I realized that I HAD to get over this stupid situation. Yes, we both made a stupid choice to not protect ourselves, but now, it’s time to just, move on from this situation. I’m not going to let this hold me back and keep crying every night. I’m sure he’s moved on and yes I wasted a few years courting him, but now I’m done and going to just live the best quality of life possible.
May 13, 12:41PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
i’m pained by everything i see.
i must move past these things i see.
i can’t hit bottom! i must forget!
before i remember, before i regret!
somebody help me! i need help fast!
i need to forget, to forget my past!
something to live, something to last!
i’ve found that fix
the one in the mix
i love it so bad i can’t be missed!
somebody help me! i need help fast!
i need to forget, to forget my past!
something to live
something to give,
something that will finally last!
Jan 05, 2009, 09:55PM PST | 0 comments
Alissa is finally going to bed.
Nov 23, 2006, 09:28AM PST | 1 cheer | 2 comments
I made a lot of mistakes in my life but i have no regrets about it besides everyone does. i know it would take very long before i finally move on because the pain still remains. but i decided to forgive, forget and move on. everyone of us deserves to be happy but you are the one responsible if you would choose to be happy or be miserable for the rest of your life. so if you want to be happy… just be happy! just forgive and move on. :)
Mar 01, 2006, 01:39AM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
I feel like I have made a mistake. 2 weeks before I was proposed to, I found out that my boyfriend was cheating on me. Now, he has been cheating on and off with this same woman for the whole 1.5 years we have been together. Everytime, I forgave him and gave him the benefit of the doubt. That last episode was it for me. I expected it to be final. I recently found out that he is back in touch with her. I know this for a month or so, but could find a way to confront him. In a sense, I blame myself, for knowing the type of person he was and still getting married to him. We have been married now for 9 months. What a way to start? I confronted him yesterday and he could not be honest and upfront with me. I do not know what to do
Oct 20, 2005, 12:16AM PDT | 0 comments
I think the more I do not forgive the more it hurts me. I know this other person has no clue how we feel or even cares. I am the one with a heavy heart & I need to let it go. It hurts more because it was aimed toward my son & his feelings were hurt. Just being a protective mom, but a year later is long enough…..
Jun 17, 2005, 04:20PM PDT | 0 comments