Raiveran is NOT, NOT, NOT IMPRESSED with the fascist new goal completion form.
Almost there; just need some more strength and faith in my self.
Raiveran is NOT, NOT, NOT IMPRESSED with the fascist new goal completion form.
Almost there; just need some more strength and faith in my self.
Raiveran is NOT, NOT, NOT IMPRESSED with the fascist new goal completion form.
Yay, counselling. It’s nice to talk to someone, but I don’t know how much is changing. I fear the hidden, heavy hurt inside. I’m afraid nothing will make it go away.
Raiveran is NOT, NOT, NOT IMPRESSED with the fascist new goal completion form.
All those people I hate. All those who deserve my hate for the things they did to me. I can’t pretend it’s ok, because it’s not. I don’t have to hide it anymore.
Raiveran is NOT, NOT, NOT IMPRESSED with the fascist new goal completion form.
I can see it. The place a person goes that’s beyond words and emotions and petty, mundane concerns. The Truth. The Truth about yourself. The Truth about the world. The Truth about everything and everyone. I can see more and more of those things that I’m aiming for. I fear the most that I will forget it and lose sight of it. Just some more, and I’ll almost be there.
Raiveran is NOT, NOT, NOT IMPRESSED with the fascist new goal completion form.
I can see it. The place a person goes that’s beyond words and emotions and petty, mundane concerns. The Truth. The Truth about yourself. The Truth about the world. The Truth about everything and everyone. I can see more and more of those things that I’m aiming for. I fear the most that I will forget it and lose sight of it. Just some more, and I’ll almost be there.
Raiveran is NOT, NOT, NOT IMPRESSED with the fascist new goal completion form.
Depression makes you A: get upset because things aren’t happening and B: makes you not want to do things. Where is my inner spring of strength and motivation? Is this a case of my brain trying to sort things out behind the scenes, atking up resources like a computer with a task running in the background? Why can’t I get going? Why do I have no motivation?